Fave song that helps me in hard times

I am a big David Cook fan and have been from the frist time i saw him on AMERICAN IDOLE. I listen to his songs on my mp3 player at night when i am tryen to get some rest but one song helps me keep my head up high the song is called (HEROS)

As the sun goes down in front of meIt reminds of me of where I want to beWith you and you aloneHold me in like you were made for meI'm losing faith in gravityI just need to let you knowAnd I just need to let you knowI'm not going to come downDown off of these cloudsAll these heroes come and goBut you're still standingYou teach me to rise upTo open my eyes upAll these heroes come and goBut you're still standingYou're still standingYou know the world's confusingI don't careI crawl into your atmosphereI know you'll make it rightYou're all I need to knowI'm not going to come downDown off of these cloudsAll these heroes come and goBut you're still standingYou teach me to rise upTo open my eyes upAll these heroes come and goBut you're still sandingI believe that you can save meAnd you'll never let me fallI'm not going to come downI believe in what you've shown meThere's ahero in us allI'm not going to come downDown off of these cloudsAll these heroes come and goYou teach me to rise upTo open my eyes up

Life sucks

Finally more News updates!!!!

Well the Amoxicillin i have been on now for over 3 weeks is finally taken hold of the Upper Restory Infection . Two weeks ago mom had to take me down to Bayfront because i was getten sick and my Doctor was out of the country and i called the office and they said that i could not get in so mom and i end up going to Bayfront ER because that is were they told us to go and well we got there are 10:30am and did not leave till 6:00PM !!!
So i was give a diffrent type of amoxillin to take and it did not help so mom took me to the walk in clinic last Thrusday because i was still sick as a dog and getten worse . Well it turns out i all also had a case of very bad tonsil infection so geuss what had to come out NOW!!!! Great another trip to bayfront in the next few months.
Not going to be able to see the pain doctor because the car's A/C wants to act up so there gose that trip.So no pain meds for a month or two because my medacare dosenot start till october so and there are no more pain doc's that will take what i have now so i have to waite.
But on the hole i am doing better i am all healed up from my last surgery the doctor is going to keep me in his system because he is really the only doctor that will do surgery on me because of the eds. Soo that is all i have to report for now ..
C-YA

You find out twho your friends are (WARING HAS STRONG LAUNGE)

I got a email from a so called friend last night i wanted to share it with you, I can't belive how hurt full the people you once thought understood you could be ...


Dear Megan.

You know i though we were best friends i call you up to hang out and you give me some stupid ass reason why you can't like your sick or your in to much pain ! Come on if you don't wanna hang out with me if then tell me and it would not be a problem but your not tellen me the truth and i know that there is no way your sick very week end and shit like that. Girl your such a fucken lier .

Your the worst frind someone could ever have , I wish i never got to know you, yes i tell all my friends about you and they all think your full of shit. I saw you at the store the other day with your mom and you looked fine your not sick you lien pice of shit!!!

I never wanna speak to you agian and i hope to hell your happy that you just lost a 2 1/2 year friend ship BITCH!!!

happy to be home

Well i got home late saturday and the doctors told my mom anddad that the Ehlers danlos did cause the herina so we hope it willnot make any more of them . Then a nuse at the hospital almostkilled me she gave me to much pain med's it is stoped my breathenso i woke to a oxygen mask and all of these nurse all around metryen to get me to breath.
So after that i was not able to have pain meds for 12 hours andthat was HELL.. But i am home and i am happy to be home but i will update more later