Friday, April 30, 2010

Feeling so alone

what do you do when you find yourself feeling so alone with no one to talk to . I find that i am haven such a hard time dealing with everything i am getting so sick of beening in pain everyday of my life and i am sick of family members asking me how i am feeling when you know what i am going to say.

Because if i say and i am not feeling well they get upset and then it makes me more made because if them know what i am going to say then why ask me . i know that i am not alone because i have my friends on facebook but still i am alone in my world . i have no friends where i live . and no one to talk to i have lost all my friends or so called friends from school .

Thursday, April 29, 2010

never there......

They say friendship's last a life time well in my case that is never true. When friends say that they will always be there for each other you think ( Great i have someone that i can talk to when i need support and they will have someone that they can turn to as well) But then more people come in to your life's and then you are just pushed to the side and then when something happend's you have no one to talk to but then when they need someone they call you and they want you to listen to them .

But friendship is a two way street not a one way and if your not going to be there for your friends then what type of friend dose that make you . i know i have many friends on facebook and please don't get me wrong i love you all !!! but there are a few that know more things about my past and more about my life and i have known these people for like 5-6 years.

But when your life is turned upside down and then you find yourself all alone it hurt's.