It's time to welcome a new year.

Well thank god that 2009 is almost done!!!! This has been a very hard year for many people in my family and our friend's . Mom and i have been haven alot of health problem's and i need more surgery back in july and thank's to this world's health care system i almost lost my life . But i am still the care taker for both my mom and dad and i have to also have to take care of myself.

But something's have gone well i have gotten a pain mangment doctor to help me with this chronic pain from the EDS, FIBRO, CFS . he changed my pain pill's and changed my other pain med's and it seem's to be helping and i hope i can keep it under wrap's . I also have manged to get my headache under wrap's but some thing is telling me i will need to call my doctor because i have been getting small headache's.


But all and all i hope 2010 is a better year.

Good hope's for 2010

Well with just a few day's felt in the year i hope next year will be better for us all. With mom's health and my health i hope this will be better for us and with dad i hope he will get better too. Thank's to my once stupied sister and her big mouth i will not be talken to her any more because what she did is unforgiveable. and dad is not speaken to her but i mean he has five other kid's and not one of the give's a dame about if they mess up christmas like they always do.

we all slepten in on christmas day and that was nice and we all got up and watched some tv then we all ended up fallen asleep. so we had our family dinner so that is about it for christmas.

no christmas sprite

Some people can be nice all year round and then there are the people who love to hurt you!! i have a face book account and stuff that i use to talk to my eds friends and to keep up with family well someone in my family was posten very hurt full thing's and i foumd out they were about me .

they said ( i am so sick of hearn about how hard you life is, you don't do anything at all to make it better.) and this came from someone that i really loved so we found out who had said it and then i got an text message that said i am removen you and i nevre want to hear from you agian.

so i have one thing to said to that person and that is SCREW YOU !!!!!